It is 4:16 am. I probably would have woken Erik up to tell him this story, but he is getting up in an hour to go golfing, so I’ll let him sleep. But I know I won’t be going to sleep any time soon –it’s just how I am– so I will tell you the story.
Sam started coming down with a little something yesterday, so I expected a rough night to be in store. I’ve heard him coughing several times during the night, and crying a couple times, but overall he’s been pretty ok. About half an hour go I heard him have a little coughing fit, and then I heard him talking. A lot. This kid was wide awake. He was talking about the cup of water he found in his crib — a very rare “treat” saved only for hot outside days and being sick — and about the trucks on his pants, and who knows what else. So I went in to make sure he hadn’t thrown up or pooped or soaked himself with his treasured water. Sam was just sitting there, leaning against the side of the crib like nothing at all was unusual. He said to me, “Blue’s Clues, downstairs play” which means change my diaper and then I’ll be ready to go for the day. No way, Jose!!
I did change Sam’s diaper, then we snuggled up in the glider for some quiet time. Sam and I sing a lot. Wheels on the Bus and Itsy Bitsy Spider are his favorites. But Primary songs are what I sing to Sam before going to bed. I held my sweet little angel and started singing I am a Child of God. “I am a child of God. And he has sent me . . . ” and Sam shouts “HERE!” “Has given me an earthly . . .” he enthusiastically joins in again “HOME!” “with parents kind and . . . ” “DEAR!” By now Sam had realized he was being clever, so each time he knew the word he just beamed at me with his amazingly blue eyes. “Lead me, guide me, walk beside me. Help me find the . . . ” “WAY!” and a little giggle. “Teach me all that I must do to live with Him some . . . ” you guessed it, “DAAAAAY!”
I was amazed and touched by the amazing Spirit my toddler could bring into the room at 4 in the morning. I don’t take credit for this one at all. I bet he sings that song every Sunday with his nursery leaders. I am so thankful for the gospel; to have it in my life and to know that it is 100% true. I am so thankful that Samuel, at 20 months, already has it in his life. I know my family and I are truly blessed because of the gospel, and I know that it gives us the chance to live together forever. And for that I am so grateful because I love the gospel and I love my family, and I wouldn’t want to ever be without either one.
I can still hear Sam. Talking about trucks.